Our greatest achievement in life is when we reach the highest awareness of our nothingness. It is the beginning of an intimate knowledge of our Creator and of ourselves: We are completely dependent on Him and He is closer to us than we are to ourselves. Because of Him, our lives matter, they are sacred, and beautiful even though messy.

Who is He?

Where is He?

If He is real, why there is so much suffering in the world? Why did He let them hurt me?

If He is really close to me why I cannot see Him? Why do I feel lonely then?

Loneliness is an invitation to rest in His arms. To quench your thirst for truth, I would like to humbly invite you to go to the nearest Catholic Church close to you, (You can google it), ask to speak to a priest, and tell Him that The Holy Spirit sent you here because you are seeking for answers.

And if you are not ready to talk to someone yet, just go to a Catholic church that has the Blessed Sacrament exposed; walk in and allow yourself to be in the presence of Truth Himself, of your Creator. Let Him take it from there. All you have to do is just to be docile, sit, and listen.